Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Party of Four


          “I was just wondering….my wife and I need to go to a luncheon and we need someone to watch the kids.  You interested?”
            “Am I interested??  How much will I owe you?”
            I love their kids – three of them, ages nine, seven, and six.  They are precious and I haven’t seen much of them all summer.  We all live in an ‘eightplex’ by the beach and they are my downstairs neighbors.  During the school year, when weather was nice and I kept my door open, they were up at my place most afternoons, if only to say hi and get some snacks.  (Little Ezra told me recently, “Yeah, Miss Maria, that’s why we love to come to your house!  ‘Cause you have the BEST apples!”  Which is so cute, because their mom knows this and has told me, “We HAVE apples.”  I’m touched.  Have I mentioned that I love those kids?)
            They would be with me for two hours and I was kind of wondering what we would do for that time, on a rainy morning. Thinking that seemed like a long time, I had a list of possible activities (none of which we needed after all).  Up they came at 10:00, library books and sweatshirts in hand.  First item on the agenda was snacks – apples, of course, and a banana.  “Little One” (Eva) wanted to sit on the back porch to eat, so out we all filed to munch and visit.  For two minutes, that is, until they were down the stairs, over to the palm trees to check out the orange fruit on the ground (rain had died down to a slight drizzle).  EVERYthing is a game and a toy, intriguing and fun to them.  The fruit became ammunition from a slingshot, baseballs for a palm frond bat, and things to be squashed underfoot.  Climbing the tree, knocking off the fruit, finding bugs in the trunk, pulling off dead parts of the tree…it’s all in a day’s play for them.  No missed opportunity for discovery or destruction!
            “Should we show her our secret hut?”
            “YES!  Come and see our hut!”
            In what can loosely be called our backyard, is a cluster of a few palms and bushes that are, well, ‘natural’  (aka neglected and unkempt) - a perfect place for a secret hideout.  Into the umbrella of the palms we went, hunkered down and watching our steps.  Lots of tenacious, thorny vines love to grow around the trees and are vicious and prevalent.  So while they swept the ‘living room’ floor with a dried out palm frond, I headed inside for my pruning shears and gloves.  Little One ran over to her yard to get a bucket for the refuse, and soon, dive into cleaning the hut, we did.  Pulling and tugging, clipping and raking, we cleared out a lot of the vines and suddenly, the hut was beginning to look like home!  A wooden plank became the kitchen table for water and apples, dead branches and palm leaves became walls, and a couple of towels were our furniture.  It was lovely!  We even found a way to combat the gnats and mosquitos that were in on the action, too.  Alcohol, cold rages, and peppermint lotion.  Yea!
            Work done and weather cleared, we were hungry and decided it was time to eat – Waffle House, which is just down the street on the island, and a favorite of theirs.  We gathered up what needed gathering and drove off, ready for a Grand Slam – waffles, toast, and milk.  Waiting for our food was just one more opportunity to play – forks and a napkins became a sailboat, spoon and a napkin, a bride, and straw and wrapper, a bb gun. Way too fun!  Our food was just what we all wanted and within seconds of finishing, they were up and ready to go, play, move, now that they were newly fueled.  So it was out to the beach (a block away) to feed the seagulls our leftover toast.  What a trip THAT is!!  Once a gull sees food in the air or on the ground, all alerts are out and every gull from a hundred yards comes swooping in.  Well behaved, for the most part, they take turns grabbing the pieces thrown in the air.  On the ground, it’s another story.  Man!  What squawking and yelling!  Every bird for himself at that point.
            Tide was low so we got to walk out to a shallow sandbar and cool down.  Without swimsuits, full immersion had to wait.  Off to the library first, then home for suits and towels for a return engagement (or so we thought).
            Once in the library, we headed back to the kids section.  It is so much fun!  There are tables of puzzles, a dollhouse, computer games, and stuffed animals.  We were there for a good hour, and time just flew.  Ezra announced that he was ready to go; he was tired and needed a nap.  (By this time, I did, too!)  We checked out and headed off with books and DVD’s on Star Wars, Caterpillars, Brer Rabbit and Veggie Tales, homeward bound for a rest and some snacks.  At home, their mom and dad reminded them of a 3:00 birthday party they were going to (it was already 2:00 by the time we got home!), so they had to ready for that and our beach plans were tabled until next time.  Sad for our time together to be ending but well ready for a rest, I hugged them bye and headed directly for bed.  A day well spent, a nap well deserved! 

Thursday, January 19, 2017

Solitary Together


In the interim of joy and sorrow, I witness intense purification.
There is aliveness and glory in everything.
I am witnessing just who is within and the intensity with which she lives and yearns –
to be seen, to be free, to be, well, me.
I witness the purity of love and wishing goodness for all.
I witness the knowing and the wonder of life that is constant.
And bubbling up always…bubbling to move, to include, to subdue, and to enrich.
I witness my own personality as that of a conglomeration of past and some beyond past.
Something too deep and long ago for my brain to understand,
but pure enough that my soul is completely aware and loving of who I am, always.
The purity of self is always here.
The purity of love is who I am.
I am you, and you, too, are pure love.
You speak different words than I speak.
You walk a different pace and different path than I walk.
Your dreams differ, your desires differ, your dance differs,
and yet, we are all dancing, desiring and dreaming the same stuff –
Love.

How does it go so quickly, this life? 
How does it just evaporate and then we are one
with tree roots and sunbeams?
We are those now.
We always have been.
We are nourished by, in tune with, all of Nature –
Bees, butterflies, clouds, earthquakes, downpours and moon glow.
Who is our enemy but our teacher?
Who is our tormentor but our protector?
And who am I within, hiding, but the expression of pure love wanting to be free?
I am free.
You are free.
Breathe in.
Be you.
Be life.
Sun, rain, trees, angels and all that you cannot see
is all there for you, with you.
It is all you.
Streams of consciousness now open you
to your truth, your power, your unity with self,
and love of all that is.
You are love.
You are light.
You are tenderness, desire, and giving.
You shine your light when you sleep, when you walk.
You shine your light in places that have sought your presence.
The alignment that is grace lines you up with me,
lines up me with Nature,
lines up Nature with all that is.
Divinity speaks.
Are we listening?